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the teenage sunbathers
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I like that lonesome shot of red in the garden--
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that single flower there-- it has finally peeked outside
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from what was before it: from behind the greens,
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oh, I don't know: it's finally there and near to it
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are some nudies out there
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on the grass, on towels, collecting the sun for their skin
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to deepen, to push deeper shades.
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          I'll tell you, my dad was killed last night
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in a rollover, he flew out into
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a separate garden where things are kept
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just as quiet.
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the flowers stand still
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and the dirt sits there
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and when dead bodies roll in they
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will at some point stop rolling.
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it is the first time in nearly twenty years
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that i have ever felt
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anything. he died last night and i wonder what the flowers
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learned that day. i don't know these flowers:
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if it was something important i wish i could
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inquire politely
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if it was something significant i would strangle them for it,
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like why he loved me
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so damn much
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that he couldn't even hug me completely,
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left too much space between his arms and my back.
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he didn't look up from his beard when i made him cry
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his head would rest there heavy on his chest, heavier than rocks
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and he kept looking elsewhere,
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to someplace unknowable, folding inward
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to be with his own heart:
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a fire burns there.
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i'm suspicious of the garden.
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there are some kids out there nude,
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some nude girls lying parallel to the sunshine.
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the government hides little spies
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in the dewdrops there, i don't know why.
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19 May 07

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perfect.
 — onklcrispy

that being said, pehaps you could do something to space it all apart.
just to accentuate the emotionial importance of certain parts.
 — onklcrispy

very
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