i do not care for my limbs or skins.
i do not care to make art, do not care for stimulation.
i cannot be satisfied to eat, i do not love anyone.
nobody will ever love me.
in my physical body i have felt only pain.
cannot come for any man or woman.
i was born frigid and dead
electrocute myself with anxiety
it is only pain to be alive.
i cannot see the joy in the flowers.
i do not want to hold hands with anybody.
i do not want to pet the cats.
i wish to escape from embarrassment.
i wish to return to nothingness.
tonight i will pillow my poor head
and hope never to wake up.
i was once a baby.