My heart cried a river last night,
For thoughts of letting you go breaks my soul in pieces.
I never thought I’d end this way,
Troubled, haunted and confused.
Still you’re right, the logical you…
How could you be wrong anyway?
The brilliant man looked up by many,
Noble, just, and true...
You played your games well,
No dilemma of loosing.
You stood there unshaken and composed,
Who am I to be part of you?
Tribulations of my life shouldn’t stain your persona,
This chaos in my heart pierces like a knife.
Still I’ve got to let go of this insane melodrama,
Let you live the life you worked hard to gain.
This is my mind talking and not the heart,
For the heart would always say please stay.
Lose all my pride and beg you to love me,
Tell you I just can’t set you free.
I’m trying to battle with my reason,
Gathering all the composure of a lady.
For this one way love is hurting not only my pride,
It also steals morality.
Farewell my used to be knight,
Spread your wings and take your flight.