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My heroin
Idontknow014

Self harming is not a joke or ways for people to get attention. This is my story...

The intoxicating feel of blades kissing my skin
 1
This is my heroin
 2
I am addicted to my own pain
 3
Ashamed when seen
 4
New and different ways to cover up
 5
Why should I even give a fuck
 6
 
 
Twelve years old that's when it started
 7
Or was it when me and my dad parted?
 8
So many emotions i can not show
 9
All bottled up so no-one will know
 10
A tight burning ball in my chest
 11
It grew the more I went to school
 12
The objects thrown
 13
I just wanted to stay home
 14
The name calling
 15
Body shaming
 16
The tears on my pillow staining
 17
Was this the start of my eating disorder?
 18
Hormonal teenage girl called ugly
 19
Fat
 20
Ridiculed for my gay mum
 21
The bullies had finally won
 22
 
 
I need this emotional pain to stop!
 23
Physical pain is the key
 24
I relish the fire on my skin
 25
The blood dripping off my blade
 26
The painful ball in my chest starts to fade
 27
 
 
I found my euphoria
 28
The starts of my transition
 29
As this day was the beginning of my addiction
 30

16 Jan 18


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