|No More Lies|
No More Lies
Mommy why cant u hear me when I cry for you at night?
Why can’t u see me when I need you to fight?
Why did u tell me that daddy’s alright?
Why when I tell you that your not alone you tell me I am silly and just to go home?
Why do I hold this knife in my hand ready to stab myself to leave all this pain, this game you always say that were in?
Why when I look at u all I see is a mask, are you unhappy about our recent past?
Why can I hear you cry in your room? Why won’t u tell me I am hoping u will soon?
You leave me for hours, I think even days.
I stay in your room smelling your smell hoping someday
You’ll come back and give me hell.
Someday I think you’ll come around but by then I’ll be in my own life you just can’t win
You always say that you love me to death, that’s why you leave me to do your meth
Someday I fear it mite be your death.
Mommy I know about the things that you did
I can’t remember so I’ll just forgive
Just tell me you love me and it’ll be alright.
I’ll slit my wrists I am ready to die
I am just getting tired of all the lies
My blood is leaving and so am I goodbye mommy
Hopefully you’ll tell no more lies.
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